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    28 april

    Her Lovers

    blessed to know her then
    where days said we are to last
    write the new lines of fire
    lightly easy and with pleasure
    dear...my dearest of all men and creatures
    my gift to never lose
    be my best


    she didn't love me i saw felt and heard
    now a man on the wait
    a look far everywhere
    a look at the hour today
    not to meet him or even uncode his world
    i only went into the watch

    then a man was on
    just a simple name
    no secrets no charms no answer to love
    soon the land of days brought another seed visible
    out of all answers again
    worries went same equal big painful and plain


    she was after forms at times
    space of fun at times
    and hours like her at times
    sad much was not all that
    sad was she wanted places in the life
    and every time


    i was left aside
    then talked with
    into be the lasting...be what i want
    set passion aside it might prove wrong
    take all of me take me free to love
    you will get the lover pass
    the love do and the lover cry

    then she was a beauty
    and i was a dictionary a spy and a magic sword
    did she find a place in life
    she will never hold to answer
    she is smart
    she is sad

    25 april

    Mona-Kate's birthday...

    365 Days from today....

    My life was changed

    a new star was born...

    April 25th 2005...

    ( i know... the last syrian soldier left Lebanon that day....as well)

    but for me... it was a Brand new day...my angel was born that day... Mona-Kate

    Julia and i spent 3 days at the hospital … then we came home with baby Mona-Kate …

    It felt kinda weird …we left the house as 2… we came back 3.

    few times… I said to myself … ( what the hell did I do , what was i thinking..!!)… hihih

    I mean … I was not used to the idea.. that another soul lives with us under the same roof… it is weird – only people with children know what I’m talking about…-

    You know… having kids is even harder than getting married ( sorry Julia )

    It’s a: “no going back” thing …. It’s not like buying a car a boat or a house that you can always exchange…… it’s a baby…. That you’re stuck with until the end of life…

    The twist was: that you have to think about things three times now before you do them…

    I noticed that one day when I was fixing the Satellite Dish at home… usually I would jump down from high places … that time I could not do it … my legs would not go… it’s not like getting coward or anything… I tried to understand why  can’t I jump… it was always Mona’s picture and her mum in my head…. I got worried that if anything happens to me… what would they do... without me.? !!

    It was that day when I realized that fatherhood is not only being a Dad.. it’s much more

    It’s being the baby’s immortal God.. the whole thing in the baby’s life…the protector the provider the lover the guard the servant the slave the… you name it…..

    But the pain fades away when my baby  holds me tight and squeezes me and taps on my shoulder….. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, ( I haven’t got it on the video camera yet.. but I'm  sure I will )…

    Definitely since that day my life has changed… I’m still the same though…. The same Maz … but Maz with strings attached now….

     

    Happy Birthday  Mona, Zoubzoub, Katy kate, Zoubitta, Bonitta, Mona Cake….

    22 april

    Too much Love would Kill you...

    ( An email i recieved today)- Thank you Inass
     
    Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a

    hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who

    was suffering from a rare and serious disease. Her only

    chance of recovery appeared to be a blood

    transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had

    miraculously survived the same disease and had

    developed the antibodies needed to combat the

    illness. The doctor explained the situation to her

    little brother, and asked the little boy if he would

    be willing to give his blood to his
    sister.



    I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a

    deep breath and saying, "Yes I'll do it, if it will

    save her." As the transfusion progressed, he lay in

    bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did,

    seeing the color returning to her cheeks. Then his

    face grew pale and his smile faded.



    He looked up at the doctor and asked with a

    trembling voice, "Will I start to die right away?"



    Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the

    doctor; he thought he was going to have to give his

    sister all of his blood in order to save her.

    17 april

    FM vs AM

    We are the FM.. Radio signal  we come in the type of stereo very loud and clear no static  enjoyable …

    We are the music of life the Romantic the Heavy Metal the Pop the Rap….

     

    Yet we know that the Others exist as well, they come in the form of AM Radio signal…

    They are static-y and Mono but they exist we know they do, but we always try to ignore them… because life is too short to worry about everything in it…

     

    Good thing that we only focus on things that come in type of stereo, otherwise God would have created us with one ear.

     

    It's up to you to analyze it...

     

    Mr. Merc

    06 april

    Nose

     

    Improving Form And Function Of The Nose

    Each year thousands of people undergo surgery of the nose. Nasal surgery may be performed for cosmetic purposes, or a combination procedure to improve both form and function. It also may alleviate or cure nasal breathing problems, correct deformities from birth or injury, or support an aging, drooping nose.

    Patients who are considering nasal surgery for any reason should seek a doctor who is a specialist in nasal airway function, as well as plastic surgery. This will ensure that efficient breathing is as high a priority as appearance.

     

    Dear don't be afraid.... we're all gonna be praying for you...

    we'll miss that piece of you...

     

    Mr. Merc

    Dance

    I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
    You get your fill to eat
    But always keep that hunger
    May you never take one single breath for granted
    God forbid love ever leave you empty handed
    I hope you still feel small
    When you stand by the ocean
    Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
    Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance

    And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
    I hope you dance

    I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
    Never settle for the path of least resistance
    Living might mean taking chances
    But they're worth taking
    Lovin' might be a mistake
    But it's worth making
    Don't let some hell bent heart
    Leave you bitter
    When you come close to selling out
    Reconsider
    Give the heavens above
    More than just a passing glance

    And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance 
    Time is a real and constant motion always
    Rolling us along
    Tell me who
    Wants to look back on their youth and wonder
    Where those years have gone
     
    Lee Ann Womack
    Brought to you by
    Mr. Merc
    03 april

    X and Y

    Please see photo...
     
     
     
    Mr. Merc